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My Heart Settled in the Middle

by Chase Tremaine

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1.
What do you see in the middle of my words? Can I speak a blessing, yet you hear a curse What do you see in the middle of my words? Wings for the fall, air for the birds What do you see in the middle of my words? What do you hear, babe? Please talk to me, please explain What you’re hearing, babe I don’t want ghosts or thoughts of ghosts to haunt us, babe Yet I ask what’s the matter and you turn away It won’t matter if it’s weightless And I don’t want to cause stress So I’ll sit within this mess We can process In the space between my words, I have hurt you Yet I’d fill up the sky if just to love you better In the shadows that you heard, a phantom caught you So help me shine a light and face your fears together What do you see, babe? Please show your face, please explain What you’re seeing, babe I want what I meant and what you heard to be the same And I’ll repent if I hurt you along the way It ain’t wrong if we’re not thinking quite the same I swear I’m not accusing you of anything I’m just trying to get us on the same page When I ask how you’re feeling, you can say In the space between my words, I have hurt you In the shadows of my soul, you saw a man who scared you I’ll fill up the sky to let you know how much I care for you And I will shine a light, we can face our fears, both old and new (I’ll) give you wings when you fall and a rose when you rise ‘Cause we won’t be perfect, but I know we can get it right What do you see in the middle of my words? Can I speak a blessing, yet you hear a curse What do you see in the middle of my words? Wings for the fall, air for the birds What do you see in the middle of my words?
2.
I wouldn’t bet my savings on a roll of the dice I wouldn’t build a house on top of a sheet of ice So why do I try to get settled in the unsettled? Every room, a shelf of books that I’ll never read Every closet, lined with clothes I don’t even need I’m just trying to get settled in the unsettled Why do I do it When I always knew it would fail me? I’m ready to propose before we go on a date I swear that I’ll be fired after my first mistake (Oh) Why do I try to get settled in the unsettled? I dream up conversations that’ll never take place Get lost reliving memories that I cannot erase Always trying to get settled in the unsettled Why do I do it When I always knew it would fail me? I can’t use science to pretend that all can be known Or heap up all my stuff, sit down, and call it a throne So why do I try to get settled in the unsettled? Why do we try to get settled in the unsettled?
3.
Heart Reset 03:42
I’d write you a love song to wrap up the day But unfinished verses would keep me awake Oh why can’t my mind put you to rhyme? I’m finished ignoring the problems that stayed And not done exploring the prices we paid Oh where’d the time go, who knows, who knows? If we could go back to the start Is that where I’d find my heart? If we could go back to the start What would I change on my part? I’ve every intention to find someone new But would I just use them to get over you? Oh when a heart’s set, takes a hard reset Pretending is easy when you’re not around Yet when you are near me, so quickly I’m bound Oh when a heart’s set, takes a hard reset If we could go back to the start Is that where I’d find my heart? If we could go back to the start What would I change on my part? Is it true, does it just take time? Is it true, does it just take time? Are you here too, does it just take time? If we could go back to the start Is that where I’d find my heart? If we could go back to the start What would I change on my part? All healing begins with a crawl Is it better that we’re here after all?

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My Heart Settled in the Middle features three songs about being in the in-between, seeking solid ground upon which to stand, with an overabundance of questions and a lack of understanding, closure, or finality. Ironically, these three tracks are also taken directly from the middle stretch of my upcoming third studio album, Accidental Days. I decided to put this EP together after realizing that I would not be able to release Accidental Days in 2022 as originally planned. The full album is now due in early 2023, and I think this EP makes a fitting standalone project as I ask you, my friends, to wait a few extra months before getting to hear the full thing.

This collection includes a few firsts for me: my first vocoder on "Middle of My Words," my first swing-time song with "Settled in the Unsettled," and my first drum loop on "Heart Reset." It also contains a few regular ingredients from me, such as mid-tempo drum grooves, big three- and four-part harmonies, confessional lyrics that feel auto-biographical (even when they aren't), and a guest appearance from frequent collaborator Theo MacMillan (of the bluegrass band Theo & Brenna), who provides guest vocals and piano on "Settled in the Unsettled," just as he did on last year's "Wings Not Made to Fly."

What might surprise listeners is how few "rock" moments appear across this brief EP. (You'll have to wait to hear the heaviest, most rocking songs on Accidental Days.) But these three songs do a great job of representing what the larger project was originally supposed to sound like: a softer, acoustic guitar-driven affair that leans away from electric guitars and instead leans into soundscapes, synths, and out-of-the-box percussion choices. As I began working on these ten songs with producer Brendan St. Gelais, I had a vision for how the songs could be thoroughly reimagined as big, riffy rock songs, aligned with my first album, Unfall. Fans of Unfall will have a lot to look forward to when Accidental Days releases, but this EP stands as a fascinating artifact for what another version of the entire album could've sounded like -- especially the dusty, country/folk swagger of "Settled" and the drum machine + acoustic vibes of "Heart Reset."

I sincerely hope that these songs help you to navigate your own experiences of heartbreak, healing, argumentation, confusion, cognitive dissonance, and searching for truth. The EP is free or pay-what-you-want on Bandcamp, and the songs will be available on all streaming services on October 28, 2022. (Recommendation: the brand new Theo & Brenna album also releases on October 28 - check it out!)

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released October 24, 2022

Written and performed by Chase Tremaine
Guest appearance (vocal & piano) on track 2 by Theo MacMillan
Produced, engineered, and mixed by Brendan St. Gelais
Mastered by Sean Power
Released independently, in partnership with Post Emo Records

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Chase Tremaine Nashville, Tennessee

One-man-band emo rocker with a post-hardcore sense of instrumentation and an old-fashioned pop sense for melody and harmony. Originally from Dallas, based in Nashville.

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